© 2019 by Jacob Fitzgerald. 

Album artwork by Levi Schumacher and  Jacob Fitzgerald

Logo design by Jacob Fitzgerald

LYRICS

A D O R E   Y A

LONG DRIVES AND SLEEPLESS NIGHTS WITH YOU 

YOUR EYES AND CONVERSATIONS THAT CARRY OVER TO THE NEXT AFTERNOON 

SHOWING YOU SONGS THAT AREN'T THAT GREAT 

BUT YOU SAY YOU LOVE THEM ANYWAY 

ARE A FEW OF THE THINGS I MISS THE MOST 

SO PLEASE DONT YOU LEAVE ME NOW 

YOU KNOW ITS THE LITTLE THINGS I CANT LIVE WITHOUT 

SO COME AND LIE IN BED WITH ME ALL DAY 

AND USE YOUR NAILS TO DRAW PICTURES ON MY BACK 

DARLIN' WON'T YOU STAY WITH ME 

WE CAN LISTEN TO THE SAM SMITH SONG 

YOU'VE BEEN PLAYING ON REPEAT, FOR THE LAST TWO MONTHS 

ALL I WANT TO DO IS WAKE NEXT TO YOU, DON'T YOU SEE THAT I ADORE YA

DARLIN' WON'T YOU STAY WITH ME 

AND LEAVE IN THE MORNING. 

 

LONG DRIVES AND SLEEPLESS NIGHTS WITH YOU 

YOUR EYES AND THE FLOWERS YOU COLLECT EVERY WEEK IN JUNE 

TELLING YOU JOKES THAT AREN'T THAT GREAT 

BUT YOU SAY THEY'RE FUNNY ANYWAY 

ARE A FEW OF THE THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST 

SO PLEASE DONT YOU LEAVE ME NOW 

YOUR PRESENCE IS TOO PRECIOUS FOR ME TO, OH FOR ME TO LIVE WITHOUT

SO COME AND LIE IN BED WITH ME ALL DAY 

AND USE YOUR NAILS TO DRAW PICTURES ON MY BACK 

DARLIN' WON'T YOU STAY WITH ME 

WE CAN LISTEN TO THE SAM SMITH SONG 

YOU'VE BEEN PLAYING ON REPEAT, FOR THE LAST TWO MONTHS 

ALL I WANT TO DO IS WAKE NEXT TO YOU, DON'T YOU SEE THAT I ADORE YA

DARLIN' WON'T YOU STAY WITH ME 

AND LEAVE IN THE MORNING  

D E A R   J U L I E T 

 

HEY BABY WHY DON’T YOU COME ON OVER 

I’M CRAVING YOU AND I’M A LITTLE SOBER 

I JUST WANNA TALK TO YOU 

 

MY BED IS EMPTY THE SMELL OF YOU TATTOOED UPON IT 

WHILE YOU’RE NOT HERE MY DESIRE ONLY GROWS STRONGER 

IT’S FAIR TO SAY THAT I’M MISSIN YOU 

 

DEAR JULIET I WROTE THIS SONG SO YOU KNOW I NEED YOU 

AND I’M GOING A LITTLE INSANE 

DEAR JULIET I WROTE THIS SONG COS’ I MISS YOU DARLIN 

I MISS YOU EVERY DAY 

 

THIS ONE’S FOR YOU THIS SONG IS TO MAKE YOU SMILE

I’M SICK AND TIRED HAVEN’T SEEN YOUR EYES IN A WHILE 

JULIET DON’T YOU KNOW DARLIN 

I WANNA KISS YOUR LIPS EVERY MORNING 

I CAN’T STAND TO SEE YOU WALK AWAY NOW 

 

DEAR JULIET I WROTE THIS SONG SO YOU KNOW I NEED YOU 

AND I’M GOING A LITTLE INSANE 

DEAR JULIET I WROTE THIS SONG COS’ I MISS YOU DARLIN 

I MISS YOU EVERY DAY 

 

I’M GOING CRAZY AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME 

JULIET, DON’T YOU EVER CHANGE 

I’M GOING CRAZY AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME 

JULIET, DON’T YOU EVER CHANGE 

I’M GOING CRAZY AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME 

JULIET, DON’T YOU EVER CHANGE 

I’M GOING CRAZY AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME 

OH JULIET 

 

DEAR JULIET I WROTE THIS SONG SO YOU KNOW I NEED YOU 

AND I’M GOING A LITTLE INSANE 

DEAR JULIET I WROTE THIS SONG COS’ I MISS YOU DARLIN 

I MISS YOU EVERY DAY x3 

S T A Y 

 

HOME DOESN'T FEEL LIKE HOME NOW

IF I DON'T HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS

I FIND IT FUNNY HOW THE SUN STILL BEATS DOWN

BUT YET I CAN'T FEEL THE WARMTH

 

AND THEY'RE NEVER JUST WORDS

WHEN I TELL YOU THE THINGS I DO

FOR ME IT HURTS

WHEN I REALISE YOU'RE JUST PASSING THROUGH NOW

 

I KNOW IT'S HARD SOMETIMES

BUT I HATE THE STORM THAT STIRS INSIDE OF ME

I WISH I WAS HOLDING YOU TONIGHT

WHERE I MY THOUGHTS ONLY TURN TO YOU

 

I KNOW IT'S RARE TO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN

MESMERISE A MAN WITH THE GLIMMER IN HER EYE

I THANK A MILLION STARTS FOR MEETING YOU THAT NIGHT

AND I THANK SOME MORE FOR HAVING YOU BE MINE…

I JUST WISH YOU COULD STAY

 

I WOULD RUN AROUND IN CIRCLES FOR DAYS

IF IT MEANT ANOTHER SECOND WITH YOU

IF I COULD I WOULD HAVE IT MY WAY 

SO I’M NEVER WITHOUT YOUR EMBRACE

 

AND MY BEGGIN NEVER WORKS

DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE SO SOON

FOR ME IT HURTS

COS I KNOW YOU'RE JUST PASSING THROUGH

 

TIME MOVES SO SLOW SOMETIMES

AND I HATE IT HOW YOU HAVE ME  HYPNOTISED

IT'S FAIR TO SAY I'M CRAVIN YOU TONIGHT

COS ALL THOUGHTS ARE ON YOU

 

I KNOW IT'S RARE TO FIND SOMEONE

WHO CAN MESMERISE A MAN WITH THE GLIMMER IN HER EYE

I THANK A MILLION STARTS FOR MEETING YOU THAT NIGHT

AND I THANK SOME MORE FOR HAVING YOU BE MINE

I JUST WISH YOU COULD STAY 

 

OOH X 4 

 

I KNOW IT'S RARE TO FIND SOMEONE

WHO CAN MESMERISE A MAN WITH THE GLIMMER IN HER EYE

I THANK A MILLION STARTS FOR MEETING YOU THAT NIGHT

AND I THANK SOME MORE FOR HAVING YOU BE MINE

I JUST WISH YOU COULD STAY 

H I M

A WHOLE MONTH WE'VE BEEN APART

HE SAID SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU LAUGH

WHEN YOU SMILED IN THAT WAY I KNEW 

THAT THIS MOMENT WASN'T MINE 

I SHUT MY MOUTH AND SHUT MY EYES 

BUT I COULDN'T SHAKE THE VIEW 

I LET MY THOUGHTS CONSUME MY HEAD 

ANOTHER FRIDAY ANOTHER NIGHT SHARING HIS BED 

IM LEFT THINKING OF THE COUCH

I HELPED MOVE INTO YOUR HOUSE 

AND I WONDER IS HE SITTING THERE 

I KNOW YOU ARE LONLEY 

AND THAT YOU ARE CALLING 

FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM

FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM 

AND I SEE YOU'RE FALLING HEY WHERE'D YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?

WAS IT NEXT TO HIM?

HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN HIM?

NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY 

I DREAM ABOUT THIS SHIT EVERY NIGHT 

AND WE'RE SO FAR GONE NOW 

WITH ME YOU CHOSE FIGHTING

HIM, TO LOVE AND CONFIDE IN 

WAS THAT WHEN WE WERE OVER? 

I LET MY THOUGHTS CONSUME MY HEAD STILL

I FEEL LIKE IM STUCK GOING NOWHERE, STANDSTILL 

CANNOT LOOK BUT I HAVE TO, DRIVES ME MENTAL 

BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE

I KNOW YOU ARE LONLEY 

AND THAT YOU ARE CALLING 

FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM

FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM 

AND I SEE YOU'RE FALLING HEY WHERE'D YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?

WAS IT NEXT TO HIM?

HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN HIM?

FOOL ME THREE TIMES SHAME ON ME 

I WAS BLINDED BY SOMETHING, WHAT COULD IT HAVE BEEN? 

BECAUSE LOVE GOES BOTH WAYS DON'T YOU SEE

I'LL TELL YOU, ALL I SEE IS HIM THERE

COS I KNOW YOU ARE LONLEY 

AND THAT YOU ARE CALLING 

FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM

FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM 

AND I SEE YOU'RE FALLING HEY WHERE'D YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?

WAS IT NEXT TO HIM?X

HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN HIM? X3

T H E   L A S T  S O N G  F O R  Y O U 

 

THINGS WERE ALL GOOD YESTERDAY

BUT LIFE MOVES SO FAST

SO WHEN OUR SMILES FADED AWAY

THOSE TIMES BECAME THE PAST

 

I COULD NEVER FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO

I HAD GIVEN YOU MY ALL

WHEN I WAS PUSHED AWAY

OVER THE EDGE I STARTED TO FALL

 

I HAD TO TELL MYSELF THAT SOMETHING MIGHT NOT BE

AND NOT EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS AS IT SEEMS

I HAD TO HURT YOU IN ORDER TO FIX ME

FOR THAT I'M SORRY

 

SO, THIS IS THE LAST SONG FOR YOU

AND IN IT IS MY HEART

AND I HOPE YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU

TOGETHER OR APART

AND I KNOW YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

IT WAS NEVER PART OF OUR PLAN

PLEASE JUST KNOW IT'S TRUE

WHEN I SAY BREAKING YOUR HEART IS THE HARDEST THING I WILL EVER DO

 

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YESTERDAY

I WAS MAKING YOU LAUGH

BUT IN THE END WE WALKED SEPARATE WAYS

BECAUSE WE ARE ON SEPARATE PATHS

 

I GUESS I KNEW WHAT TO DO

BUT COULDN'T COME TO TERMS

WITH A TIGHT THROAT AND DRY MOUTH

HOW COULD I EVER FIND THE WORDS

 

I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT IF IT IS MEANT TO BE

YOU AND I WOULD MAY SOME DAY BE HAPPY

BUT I HAD TO HURT YOU IN ORDER TO FIX ME

AND FOR THAT I'M SORRY

 

SO, THIS IS THE LAST SONG FOR YOU

AND IN IT IS MY HEART

AND I HOPE THAT YOU I LOVE YOU

TOGETHER OR APART

AND I KNOW YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

IT WAS NEVER PART OF MY PLAN

PLEASE JUST KNOW IT'S TRUE

WHEN I SAY BREAKING YOUR HEART IS THE HARDEST THING I WILL EVER DO

 

BEEN THINKING BOUT YESTERDAY

I DO MISS YOU

BUT I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS RIGHT

FOR TOO MUCH PAIN WE KEPT GOING THROUGH

 

I WILL NEVER REGRET A DAY

OR IN GIVING YOU MY ALL

BUT IN WATCHING US DRIFT AWAY

TEN TIMES FURTHER BECAME THE FALL

 

MAYBE ONE DAY YOU AND I WILL BE

BUT THAT DAY IS NOT THIS ONE YOU SEE

I HOPE THAT THE HURT FOR YOU HAS EASED

BABY I'M SORRY 

 

SO, THIS IS THE LAST SONG FOR YOU

AND IN IT IS MY HEART

AND I HOPE YOU I LOVE YOU

TOGETHER OR APART

AND I KNOW YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

IT WAS NEVER PART OF OUR PLAN

PLEASE JUST KNOW IT'S TRUE

WHEN I SAY BREAKING YOUR HEART IS THE HARDEST THING I WILL EVER DO 

N O V E M B E R​

MY LIFE HAS BEEN LIKE A PHOTOGRAPH 

ONE MOMENT IN TIME THAT IS STUCK 

COULD'NT FIGURE OUT HOW TO BREAK IT 

OR OW TO LIFT MY MOOD UP 

BUT THE YOU COME ALONG WITH A SMILE 

A BOTTLE OF JACK BY YOUR SIDE 

WITH AN OUTSTRETCHED HAND AND A CIGARETTE 

YOU SAY ONE DAY IT'LL ALL BE ALRIGHT 

THEN THAT DAY IN NOVEMBER CAME AROUND 

YOU AND I WERE SO DRUNK 

DANCING AND WALKING ON MOONBEAMS 

TALKING ABOUT LIFE AND LOVE 

WHEN THE MUSIC BECAME LOUD YOU PULLED ME UP 

I LOOKED AT YOU AND I SAID

IF I HAD A GENIE IN A BOTTLE 

I'D ONLY MAKE ONE WISH 

THAT I COULD RE-LIVE THIS DAY IN NOVEMBER OVER AND OVER AGAIN X2 

WE SAT AND WE SPOKE FOR CLOSE TO 12 HOURS WATCHING THE NIGHT EBCOME THE DAWN 

WHEN BLACK BECAME BLUE, I TURNED TO YOU AND SAID IVE NEVER FELT THIS BEFORE 

I DRANK THE LAST MOUTHFUL FROM THAT SAME BOTTLE YOU HELD SO CLOSE IN YOUR RIGHT

AND WITH THE FINAL CIGARETTE IN YOUR LEFT 

YOU SAID MAN DO YOU NOW FEEL ALIVE? 

WHEN THE MUSIC BECAME LOUD YOU PULLED ME UP 

I LOOKED AT YOU AND I SAID 

IF I HAD A GENIE IN A BOTTLE 

I'D ONLY MAKE ONE WISH 

THAT I COULD RE-LIVE THIS DAY IN NOVEMBER OVER AND OVER AGAIN X2 

IF I KNEW HOW SPECIAL THAT MOMENT WOULD BE I WOULD NEVER HAVE CLOSED MY EYES 

COS I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT DAY IN NOVEMBER FOR THE REST OF TIME 

OH FOR THE REST OF TIME 

F O R E V E R  Y O U R S 

 

MY CONCIENCE IS TELLING ME 

RUN AWAY, RUN AWAY BOY 

COS YOUR LOVE AINT’ A GAME YOU’RE DEADLY 

I KNOW YOU’RE PROGRAMMED TO SEEK AND DESTROY

 

FROM YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR GLANCE 

AND MY LOVE FOR ROMANCE I CAN’T SEEM TO SHAKE THE THOUGHT 

I’M ADDICTED LIKE THE BLACK COFFEE YOU DRINK 

OR THE CIGARETTES THAT YOU THINK 

ARE ONLY A ONE OFF 

DREAMS OF DANCING SLOWLY AND HOLDING YOU CLOSLY 

ARE TAKING OVER MY MIND 

ALTHOUGH YOU DON’T KNOW THAT YOU’VE HAD MY HEART FOR FIVE LAPS 

AROUND THE SUN AND BACK 

 

SO TELL ME 

DO YOU FEEL SOMETHING 

COS I KNOW 

THAT IT AINT’ NOTHING 

YOU’VE HELD MY HEART FOR YEARS AND YEARS 

OH AND YOUR EYES 

GOLDEN THEY TAKE ME 

TO A WHOLE NOTHER WORLD 

THEY GUIDE ME THERE SAFELY 

PLEASE BE MINE 

AND I’LL BE FOREVER YOURS 

 

BUTTERFLIES APPEAR WHEN YOU’RE NEXT TO ME

BUT I WON’T RUN AWAY, RUN AWAY NO 

COS I NEED YOUR EMBRACE LIKE A FISH DOES THE WATER 

AND BOTH ARE CONSIDERED LIKE HOME 

 

I’LL GIVE YOU MY AFFECTION 

AND MY SWEET OBSESSION 

WITH THE ROAD CAN BECOME ONE WE SHARE 

SO TELL ME NOW 

WILL YOU STAY CLOSE 

JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE DEAR 

 

MY FRIENDS ALWAYS TELL ME

YOU’RE NOT THE ONE 

BUT I STILL LOOK AT YOU THE SAME 

I CAN’T CONTROL 

THE FEELING TAKES OVER MY SOUL 

JUST AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME 

 

 

SO TELL ME 

DO YOU FEEL SOMETHING 

COS I KNOW 

THAT IT AINT’ NOTHING 

YOU’VE HELD MY HEART FOR YEARS AND YEARS 

OH AND YOUR EYES 

GOLDEN THEY TAKE ME 

TO A WHOLE NOTHER WORLD 

THEY GUIDE ME THERE SAFELY 

PLEASE BE MINE 

AND I’LL BE FOREVER YOURS 

 

OH NOW PLEASE BE MINE 

AND I’LL BE FOREVER YOURS 

 

PLEASE BE MINE x14 

AND I’LL BE FOREVER YOURS 

E M P T Y

 

MY MINDS BEEN VACANT 

ALL AFTERNOON

I DON’T SLEEP TOO WELL

 I HOWL AT THE MOON

MY SPIT IS CEMENT AS SOON AS I SWALLOW

IS THIS ALL A BAD DREAM

WILL I BE FINE TOMORROW

 

MY TEAR SOAKED PILLOW 

HEAVY AS MY HEART

YOUR THINGS LAY AROUND 

WHERE DO I START

THE SMELL OF YOU LINGERS UPON MY CLOTHES

SO I BOTTLE IT UP 

TO HELP KEEP YOU CLOSE 

 

AND I KNOW

IT AINT UP TO US

AND I KNOW

YOU’RE HERE

 

BUT I FEEL EMPTY

MY HEART BLEEDS INSIDE

MY LITTLE DARLIN

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

WITHOUT YOU

I’M CRAWLING IN THE DARK

AND I FEEL EMPTY

I FEEL EMPTY

 

MY WORDS BECOME SHAKY 

I KNOW IT’S TRUE

MY VOICE DOESN’T LAST 

QUITE LIKE IT USED TO

THE HOUSE STAYED THE SAME 

BUT BECAME SO MUCH BIGGER

HOW I WISH I COULD SEE YOU

WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR PICTURE

 

MY TEAR SOAKED PILLOW 

HEAVY AS MY HEART

NIGHTTIME’S THE WORST 

IT TEARS ME APART

I’M SORRY FOR HAVING SO MUCH TO SAY

BUT IT’S GETTING HARDER AND HARDER 

NOT TALKING EACH DAY

 

AND I KNOW

LIFE IS CRAZY CRUEL GAME

AND I KNOW

YOU’RE HERE

 

BUT I FEEL EMPTY

AND I LONG FOR EMBRACE

LITTLE DARLIN

THE TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE

MY SOUL’S ACHING

AND I’M TRYING TO BE BRTAVE

BUT I FEEL EMPTY

I FEEL EMPTY

 

I FEEL EMPTY NOW 

I FEEL EMPTY NOW 

I FEEL EMPTY NOW 

MY LOVE x2